She used to be a friend. I haven't talked to her since I told her to to never talk to my H again. I don't want her to be a friend again! I'm struggling with my thoughts- I really want to ask her what she was thinking. I just want to know if she was lonely, if she hated me, if she got a thrill from it. The basic why'd you do it. I've been able to talk to my H about his why and have some closure. There was still that spot she had in my life (since 7th grade) that I just wonder why she slept with him and wanted to be with him, out of all guys, so bad. Writing about it makes me angry. Has anyone asked the OW why and was it satisfying or just stir things up? I'm really considering writing her an email about it and just trying to resolve the hate I have for her. I don't know if that is something I should do. We all have our crazy moments with the OP, this may be one of those or it might be legit... Help.
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