I am overcome by the pain. I am lost. I lost my job. I couldn't deal. Period. It was to overwhelming for me to discover. I am unemployed for the first time in my life. I am in a new city as i had to escape and I am so lost it is scary. Why can't I just go on?? I feel like I am unable to perform under these emotional circumstances. I want to go on and have fun and love people but I am so f'd that I don't trust anyone and want to think about something besides that stupid life I had or thought I had and go forward. No one but you all seem to understand the pain. Oasis the band helps me alot. It's so sad I know but I am trying soooooooo hard to forgive but the anger always comes....I hate anger... I want love HELP....
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