I am approaching a year in 2 months I am getting nervous, it will also be our anniversary in 2 months. I went out to dinner with my H on our anniversary last year i remember how bad dinner was (it was before I knew about the A) We just werent getting along and i remember I didnt even buy him a card, as we drove to the restaurant I said I didnt even buy you a card he turned quickly to me and said you didnt how come?? I said things just arent right between us and I just didnt have the happy feeling of buying you a card. Well 4 days later I found out....crazy! And then I remember we went on vacation this time last year and went to a psychic and the psychics I always just chalk up to fun nothing serious but now I look back she said to me the road you and your H are going down is a bad one and you will be divorced within 10yrs. Life has a way of telling you somethings wrong and I didnt listen....I am really afraid to hit the year mark and our anniversary again. I dont think the grass is greener on the other side but its so hard to enjoy the little moments like your anniversary with this in your head......
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