HI I DONT KNWO IF ANYONE ELSE HAS THIS PROBLEM, BUT I STUPIDLY ASKED MY H TO TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE IMAGINED THE WORSE. WHICH HE TOLD AND THAT WAS FINE BUT EVERY NOW AND AGAIN I PICTURE IT IN MY HEAD AND I WORK MYSELF UP ABOUT IT AND KIND OF GO THRU THE WHOLE HOW COULD HE TOUCH SOMEONE ELSE? TOLD ME THAT I AM EVERYTHING TO HIM AND THEN GOES AND GETS IT FORM SOMEONE ELSE, ATTENTION, FOOLING AROUND, ETC! I JUST HAVING TROUBLE WIPING IT OUT OF MY MIND AND MOVING ON. I AM WHAT IS STOPPING US FROM MOVING ON HE HAS MADE/MAKING A LOT OF CHANGES. I CANT EVER BE OK WITH WHAT HAPPENED BUT ARE WE EVER OK TO MOVE ON? WILL WE BE ABLE TO WIPE OUT PICTURES IN OUR HEADS?
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