My husband cheated nearly over a year ago. August last year. He told me on new years as part of his resolution that he would never cheat again. It has torn my world apart. I have handled this in every way dramatically possible. I have yelled I have screamed, I even beat the snot outta him. I've threatened him. I've dreamed about binding and gagging the other woman and slitting her throat. I've dreamed about drowing her in a river. After blowing my top several times it has calmed down and now I just cry. I can't watch alot of tv. I think about him cheating all the time. Today I have decided I am tired of it. I took his pot and flushed it down the toilet. I told him to never buy another lottery ticket. That his life is my life because, he married me. Our lives are together. I called him at work and told him that if I ever find any form of addiction in our home that I will be gone and his home will be empty and I will take the children. I am tired of crying.
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