Things have been going in a very positive direction with H. He is saying and doing all the right things. Really stepping up to the plate. I do believe he is remorseful for what he did and does want his family back. We have had a lot of long emotional discussions and he has answered all my questions even when I knew the answers would hurt. He has been supportive when I've broken down and held me while I cried. Things seemed to be moving in the right direction until this weekend. I started having thoughts like why should I settle for someone who chose another woman over me, put her feelings before mine, was willing to throw away everything for this person. I do love my husband but would I be happier on my own free of this humiliation, feelings of second choice because she chose to stay with her husband (although he swears he would never have left) and pain? Is there someone out there who would love me and want to take care of me and not hurt me and am I playing it safe for the kids, family? Am I crazy that my ego has kicked in and I'm angry and I feel the day he slept with the AW our marriage died. Looking for some wisdom and guidance
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