I feel like I will never forgive myself for staying with a lying cheater. I know deep down he is still holding back information and I know he will not change his story ever. I can't stop thinking about how he just threw me to the curb for months for his own needs and has gotten away with it. Its just so unfair that I have feel like this on a daily basis and have to deal with this interrupting my daily thoughts. I am doing well...doing my job, raising my son and trying to stay positive....but dam I hate it. I want to do this stuff for real and naturally....not by faking it or having to push my thoughts away constantly. I am sorry, but it scares me when I see people on here that are years out from dday! What a horrible life if I feel like this still in 2-3 years. How do you all deal with the horrible thoughts of letting someone do this to you or not value you. It just kills me that he was willing to risk his sons life and health mind.
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