So about a week ago maybe i wrote about the incident were my boyfriend cheated on me with my EX best friend; and some gave advice that I just need to start doin for me and move on some said i should stick it out! well im taking all of that into consider ration because my EX best friend came to talk to me and my boyfirend about the baby issue (note that she still does not know if its his) well she brought up the subject of abortion but she does not have enough money to pay for it alone... and since its more lickly his she wants him to pay for it! Now he says that there is no wayy in hell that the baby is his because the cheating thing happend eight months ago and she is only 7 weeks prego! however i found out the day before yesterday by the no good friend that they had sex again around may and again in the same house i live in!! He swears up and down that they only had sex once but he lied to me before about it for six months and i believe he would lie to me again! I just dont know what to do i have been so good to the both of them in its like they just spit in my face! she asked me if i wanted to adopt her baby but idk if i can do that i have lost two babies already and i really do want to have kids in the future but i am so affraid that i wont be able to! I am only 18 and i dont think i can give up my life to take care of some1 elses kid! do you think thats wrong of me?
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