I was washing my clothes and than went to our livingroom and when I got in to the living room a guy grabed me ut me on our couch and raped me ... I am 33 years old have never had sex was aving that for my husband but he took that from me ... He had a knife and told me if I did not let him do what he wants that he would use it on me and kill me ... So I let him do what he wanted I fel like it is my fulat bc I did not lock the door ( It happened in the day time ) and I let him do it to me .. After he did that to me he shoved his thing in my mouth and made me suck on it and was putting it in and out of my mouth after that he made me tast some white stuff witch I am not sure what it was ... I am soooooo scared I don't sleep at night bc I know that if I do fall asleep that I will get a nightmear , the night mears are like the reall thing it feels sooo reall like he is here doing it all over again ... Than when I lay in bed I keep getting the picture of him putting his thing in my mouth , I took a HOT HOT bath wright after he left , and I am still taking the HOT HOT showers everyday ... It all seams like it just happened yesterday ... Will I ever get over this ??? If so how ??? How long will it take
HELP PLEASE !!!!!
HELP PLEASE !!!!!
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