I know who has hurt me and who hasn't, so why do I shiver when the person who I want to be with touches me ever so gently and all I can feel and see is HIM trying to hurt me again. My heart races, I shake uncontrolably, and all I want to do is run away. I know this person I love is NOT HIM and would never hurt me like that, so why can't I let this go and move on???
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