Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
i was 15 when i was first raped, by my cousion at his 21st birthday. i only really discussed this with my ex fiance. so he knew every part of my emotion.
then we lost our baby together thro downs syndrone. my pay back apparently was bein beaten up mently attacked and physically attacked then raped.
when he saw that after 10 months of hell that i went through like bein told i was pregnant through this. him stalking me. then having complecations and losing the baby, then being told i could not have the much wanted family i wanted. i could not have kids.
he decided about 3 weeks ago that he would do it again but this time he invited his best friend aswell. he attacked my body witha knife they kidnapped me and just put me through torture again how cud he do this to me i loved him.
i really need some help, i cant sleep, i c ant concentrate and im messin my life up at the moment, ive turned to heavy drinking all day long and cuttin my self.
please some one help me.
lou louxxx
then we lost our baby together thro downs syndrone. my pay back apparently was bein beaten up mently attacked and physically attacked then raped.
when he saw that after 10 months of hell that i went through like bein told i was pregnant through this. him stalking me. then having complecations and losing the baby, then being told i could not have the much wanted family i wanted. i could not have kids.
he decided about 3 weeks ago that he would do it again but this time he invited his best friend aswell. he attacked my body witha knife they kidnapped me and just put me through torture again how cud he do this to me i loved him.
i really need some help, i cant sleep, i c ant concentrate and im messin my life up at the moment, ive turned to heavy drinking all day long and cuttin my self.
please some one help me.
lou louxxx
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
now 2yrs on im my old self but a part of me has diapered forever, i am pregnant expecting my 1st baby due this sunday, they were wrong in the way that i would never be able to have children. im only 18 but i feel its my only chance.
I'de like to tell you that you are never alone! everyone goes through different ways of dealing with things but most of the time they arnt the best. my advice would be whenever you feel like a drink,drink some non-alcoholic beer. this way you won't be damaging your body. talk to people, try writing a diary online or in a book. draw pictures, cook anything to get your mind of the horrible things that have happened they wont ever go away and memories will stick with you for the rest of your life but you learn to live with it and can relate to other people who have been through the same.
you can ask people for help and they can help you and stand by you as much as you need the suport but the thing you should be asking yourself is how can i help myself, what do i want to do about what i feel. say to yourself out loud that you are somebody special and you are in control of everything around you! The past cannot hurt you, the future is bright! you control your future, your feelings and emotions.
i have to say i think you are really brave and i look up to you because you are reaching out for someone to help you, i would never of been able to do that.
i wish you good health, luck, and i hope you find someone to help you along your way.
im always here if you would like to talk feel free to message me.
SENDING YOU LOVE COMFORT AND LOTS OF HUGS!