I have been raped so many times I no longer enjoy sex I dont see it as a pretty thing or even pleasurable well so many times my husband makes me fill guilty about being sexy or cute then he says I just want the sex if you would give me sex I would be nicer to you. Like today I asked if he could spend time with me because iv been feeling sick I needed to go to the hospital but he said you want to go then give me sex first. Am I right to feel like hes one of the men raping me I mean Im losing love because he reminds me of all the bad times. I feel like I married a rapist am I wrong to fill that way?
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