Recently my friend have been telling me that, theres nothing there during the night that wasn't there during the day, and I've sorta been starting to believe them so I've been taking walks with them downtown during the day and day and night and I HATE downtown, I get all nervous and fidgity because I hate downtown even during the day. Anyways I got a little used to walking with them and since I kinda push myself sometimes I've convinced myself to walk alone. I know it's really stupid and dangerous but for some reason I guess it's just gonna help even though I know it isn't. Anyways I just don't know anymore.
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