i'm freaking out! at first i felt like i was some freak of nature b.c i could see my ex and talk to him whn he decided to call me to see if i would be friends w.benefits w.him or b.c he wanted a piece of clothing he left w.me and i was okay i was freaking or panicking. but he called me today and i felt terror crush my chest. i dont know what i'm supposed to do b.c we attend the same church and we have the same friends we're gunna be in the same class next yr b.c our school's so small and its not like i can just scream "HE RAPED ME!" to my youth group...i guess the fear is delayed but i would have perfered to deal w.my rape w.o the fear thats crushing me...i have a youth thing tomorrow and i know he's gunna be there b.c his mom is a youth leader. help! wat do i do?
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