I sometimes think i must have a big sign on my head that says "TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME" since i was raped i hav been approached in t street by various weirdos wanting to do weird things to me. Last week walkin home from college some random man grabbed my arm, oulled me down a side road pinned me againse the wall, and started touchin me an tryn 2 get his hands down my trousers. I just froze all i cud think was... "its gona happen again... i'm gonna be raped" luckly some guys whos on my course saw wat was happenin an came an got him of me they were havin a bit of a scuffle an i just ran and ran and ran as far away as i cud. I told my b/f last night an hes really mad that he wasnt there 2 help me, but im mad, i should have been able 2 stop him, i always told myself that if there was eva a nxt time i wud fight back!! i was also mad because i told myself it was neva gonna happen again and that i was ok.... an look @ me now, i'm a quiverin wreck that cant stand up 4 herself. sorry this seems like a bit of a ramble but i jus dnt get why I got picked out... more than once, theres gotta b summit wrong wid me!!
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