i dnt no if it is rape as its all my fault i went out n drank so much alcohol i kept slippin in n out of consiousness wen i woke up at 1 piont i remember a boy on top of me n we wer havin sex but i was unconsious wen it started i didnt have a clue wot was goin on then i went unconsious agen next time i woke up with my friends boyfriend pullin the boy off me i only remember little bits my friend maken me make maself b sick she dressed me n carried me dwn 2 my mothers car the nxt morning i was covered in bruises between my legs on my wrists n places like elbow's but the elbow injurys wer from fallin over i no wot happened was my fault so i havnt told alot of people my friend and her boyfriend lied to me for months about wot happened as i could only remember little bits in the end my friend told me it was all my fault i ruined there night and we havnt spoken about it sinse i'm so ashamed :'(
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