on saturday night me and this guy were both wrecked. he was drunk and had taken ecstasty, we'd both been smoking weed and i had snoted 2 lines of cocaine. i didnt really like him but he treid it on and i let him finger and lick me but then he tried to have sex with me and i said "no" i said to him that i have only just met him and didnt want to sleep with him yet, although i only said that to let him down gentley, i never had any intention of sleeping with him, i didnt even like him and i only did the other stuff because i was wrecked. so after him trying to persuade me to have full on sex with him and me refusing several times we moved downstairs on the sofa and he was fingering me again, i stareted to drop of asleep. i was still awake but only just and at first i was sure it was his fingers (which i didnt really mind) but then i felt his penis. and it propely went all the way up me and it defonailty was his penis. i thumped him in the face and went upstairs, the next day he denied it and said he only fingered me but he did put his penis inside me, i know he did. id told him no and he did it anyway, is that rape? i dont know why but i cant accept it, its like its not real and it hasnt hit me yet. im still fine and i dont know why when i should be in peices. the next day i was really saw and had loads of discharge. please help me?
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