When i was 15, i was still a virgin and honestly told myself all the time that id keep it til i was in love..i had a crush on some senior and i got really drunk one night to the point where i didnt remember what happened. i know he was on top of me at some point and when i asked him about it he sad we had sex...from then on i kinda was very disappointed in myself and felt pretty worthless that i let that happen.. or did i? i dont even know what happened to tell you if i said no or not. my ex boyfriend told me when we were going out that that is rape and i always told myself that it was my fault since i was drunk. i lost alot of friends because of hooking up with that boy and sine then ive been on a downspiral.. i think its actually the cause of my depression..let me know!
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