Hi, there is this guy that I met on the bus, and he came over for coffee. He said he wanted to be friends and nothing more. The next thing he was kissing me. He is ugly and I was just vunerable at the time. He told me that we were dating and I could not look at a guy or talk to one. I was thinking this guy was crazy.

When it was Christmas day night, he came over early just to see if there was a guy was over here. He was being very demanding that night. I had to close all the blinds. He told me to come to see him NOW. I went there and he sat down. He is a big guy and he started to fondle my breasts, and my body. He said that we are going to make love or he is leaving. At that time I was really scared of him, cause his body was bigger than mine. I said yes, when I ment no. I thought he would hit me if I said no. He followed me very close to me up to my bedroom. I made him put on a condom. Then he went into me and it was gross, I hated to feel that way. I did not realize I what I think was raped till four days later. I went into the emergency room to get checked and the doctor told me that I was in there just for attention and to go home. The police did not think I was raped cause I did not say no, and the guy slept at my place. I was scared!! People I talk to about this agree with me that it was rape. How about you? Do you think I was raped??