OMG
Yes
All 3 times it was my own bed .. different beds but they were all mine.
I have touble to this day sleeping in a bed, any bed when I am upset, I tend to sleep on the floor or on a sofa. It is better now than in the begining I don't know how you have coped sleeping on it since. You are not alone in this but I don't have any real advice on how to make your bed feel safe. I sleep with pillows behind my back and that helps a little bit.

Thank you. I sleep in my bed still but it's so terrifying. I always see his face like when it happened. Thanks.

I know exactly how you feel. I was raped so many times in my own bed that I just became numb to the whole matter and I didn't care anymore.

I think it is good that you are moving. I would make an excuse while moving to get rid of your bed if you can. Otherwise be honest with your parents and see what comes of it.

My deepest prayers are with you. May God Bless and Protect you. (((hugs)))

my rape happened in my own bed also. I didnt sleep in that room for almost a month after i would sleep on the couch in my apartment but i moved out and im in a completely different apartment so i sleep better now i felt when i closed the door to that room it would happen again so i only went in there if i had to

I hate rapist they don't have any idea how much they can hurt people and ruin there life forever

Dont think of it as being ruined. I advise you to think of yourself as different. Let the experience (for want of a better word) shape you rather than destroy you. I am a product of my history but that would be true regardless of what my history was. I am not the person I was when I was 16, 18 or last year BUT I doubt I would have been anyway. Life is ever changing and that is good. Still waters might run deep, but a waterfall is a vibrant thing.
You are beautiful, strong, smart, and special. What happened to you was horrendous but you made it through, you are alive, and the world is what you make it!

You just summed up my prob in a nutshell, i was raped during our house party (in aid of us all moving in together) in my bed. I avoided sleeping in it for over two weeks, ive been sleeping (or mainly not sleeping)in it for the last two weeks - i replaced all the beding and changed the room around - im going home 2mos as i cant stand it - i need to sleep, i need to relax - this was meant to be a fresh start! Huge hugs to you i cant imagine how hard its been for you all these years x

Me too... I hate my room and my bed now, but I can't afford a new bed. I'm thinking about moving BACK in with my parents so at least I don't have to be in the room where it happened.

It sucks. I'm sorry you haven't had any relief from that.

I'm really sorry to hear everyone's stories. I think it's horrible because you have to live with the scene every day.

I feel so horrible...
I love my family and my home, but I was sexually and physically abused in my house and I no longer feel safe there.
When I go back to school, I sleep better, but not the same. I feel guilty because I am almost relieved to leave. Anyone else feel this way?

I sort of feel that way. I was raped at my Mum's house and I feel better at my Dad's. I always slept better when I was there. It's normal and you shouldn't feel guilty.

No, can't say I have experienced this, but you could look into buying a whole new bed and if you don't feel comfortable telling your parents right now then basically make something up. Say that it's bothering your back or sometihng along those lines. You should see a conselor to help you be able to deal w/ these emotions and things you are experiencing. You need to tell your parents so they can rally behind you an you can seek justice.

I've been through the samething and i never told my parents about it until 2 years later and i couldn't afford a new bed at that time and i had just moved out of my parents house and was on my own. But when my parents asked me what i wanted for christmas that year i had asked for a new bed when they asked why i just told them that bed was uncomfetable (sorry if spelled wrong) so i was lucky to get a new bed for christmas, maybe that would be an idea for you.

yes the first time i was raped, it was in my own bed. i finally had to get a new one cuz i couldnt stand to steep in it anymore.

Well when I was a little girl it happened on a regular basis. I thought it was normal but then I realized it wasnt... Now I am all grown up and my exhusband and his scum friends are just as bad.. I think that it happened at Turkey time.. cause I couldnt walk... and I had a mark on my arm.. the scarry thing is no one is doing anything.. what are the cops waiting for my toe tag?????