Well i was at a party with lots of people from school.. completely misjudged my alcohol consumption and ended up unable to move or make sound judgement. I was taken upstairs and forced to give oral to 2 boys and then one of them forced themselves on me when i passed out. I remember him being on top of me and then eventually seeing my friend walk in and stop everything. So many different versions of this got passed around school and i was made out as a liar. I know this is what happened but everyone made me feel like i was the wrong do-er. I know it was my fault i was drunk but i thought i was in a safe environment with people i trusted. Am i right to feel this guilty and ashamed or is it years of them telling me it was all my fault that is making me feel this way?
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