My current bf and I have a long history together - about 5 years but we only became committed about a year ago. While I was overseas I was raped - I really have a hard time calling it that because of my own personal guilt. Anyway, I told my bf this and he thinks its my fault. I care about him so much as he's the closest person in my life but I get so angry about it. I am just full of rage and I've tried to talk to him about it several times but we just end up fighting and I get more upset. I don't know how to handle it. We've been on "breaks" which this issue is partly responsible, among other things. But instead of breaking up with him I would rather have him understand. Well, I'd rather have him understand this, period. Any advice? Thank you.
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