I was acquantience- raped about 2 years ago and it just started coming to the service now. Going out with friends feels so draining. I feel like I am lying to them because they don't know what's on my mind. I'm not sure how it would feel to tell friends or family? In one way I think it might feel better, but I'm scared someone or all might insinuate it was my fault or look down on me for the stupid decisions I made leading up to it. And then I feel like they will forever see me as a victim. I just feel so trapped in my mind right now. Does anyone have any advice?
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