I did it. I took the first step and went to talk to someone. It was very akward and I was so nervous. Afterward I had a anxiety attack, which always happens when I talk or think about it. I have such a hard time controlling my emotions and calming myself down. Please someone tell me it gets easier!? I didnt even get into details and I had a panic attack what is it going to be like when I do? That what makes me so scared, losing control.
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