I am brand new to this site. I have been reading everything, and it is really nice to know that I am not alone!!!!! I am just wondering, however, where you all get your strength from? I just feel like I try so hard to grow and move past what happened...but I can't, I just feel so small and worthless no matter what I do. I hate not having control over my thoughts and feelings, and I just can't help thinking that it really isn't worth it.
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