i came on here because i have no idea how to handle my case. i was raped on the 4th only 12 days ago. i still have markings and every time i brush my hair i feel his hand tangled in it pulling so hard i feel like its going to break. when i am puting on my shirt i feel it slip over my face and it reminds me of him holding his hand over my mouth and nose telling me to be quiet that he will be done when he is done. i feel his teeth on my breast when i shower and worst of all i saw his roomate today when he came into my work. i try and act strong because my dad tells me to get over it but i cant get over it he doesn't realize how hard it is to even wake up or go to sleep cuz he is alwys in my head. every tear means i am that much further from recovery it feels like. how did you all handle please help me forget.
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