I have'nt been online and I am very sorry for not writting. I was in the hospital due to a severe pannic attack over labor day. I guess it was too soon to try to be around too many people. I was under watch due to severe depression, and just wanting to give up. The place was NOT VERY PLESENT. There were no coulnsolers around all that was done was being heavyly medicated. I hated that place. There were males who kept standing infront of my room and playing with themselves. The ordlerys kept saying i was faking the severe muscle spasms, which i have no control over its almost like a sezure. I am now on MORE MEDS, so for all of you out there please forgive me for not keeping in touch.
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