i just need someone to talk to that understands...it seems like no one does. i feel all alone. everyone is telling me that i need to do this, and i don't need to do that. my mom thinks evrything i do/say is me trying to be disrespectful and rude to her. why can't she just see that i'm not ready to spill all of my feelings to her. i just want to disappear. i want to be invisible. i need someone...someone to talk to to...i'm at my breaking point, and the people who are supposed to be puling me back seem to be pushing me over. i think i'm depressed. i don't even want to play softball anymore. i used to love it...i used to love life. but i don't really want to do that anymore either. i need help. i'm disgusted with myself. what is wrong with me????????
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