When I was 14 a 23 year old befriended me.. at the time i was going through my father abusing me. One night the 23 year old man invited me to his house. He brought me to this camper that was set up in a trailer park. He told me that he was going to keep me safe from my father and left.. locking the door behind him. i couldn't get out. the next day he came back and said he was going to marry me. he forced himself on me and we struggled so much that he knocked me out. i woke up naked and alone. he kept me there for 2 weeks and raped me daily. when the cops found me i told them what had happened and they didnt believe me, they thought i was a run away (thats what the man told them). i thought no one would believe me so i didnt tell anyone else. He stocked me for a few months until he found a 12 year old to torchure. but she "loved" him so there was nothing anyone could do. the man and this 12 year old ended up killing her parents and her little brother. i was so scared and mad that i came forward to my family and tried the cops again.. they said it didnt matter if he raped me or not, he was going to jail anyways. for a year i was terrified. i had to check every room before i went to bed and i had night mares everynight. it went away for a while but now that his trial has started it is all coming back and it is worse than ever... i dont know how to handle all of this... i needed to tell my whole story, i never have before. can anybody lend anything that would help me in any way? im so desperate..
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