so i took everyone's advice and finally told my hubby the truth about what happened to me that night and he began to yell at me because i didn't do anything to stop it ( i guess that i didnt fight back enough) and because i didnt report it, as if i dont already feel guilty and horrible enough, i think that he kinda blames me , he told me that its not ALL my fault but i know that he thinks that it is partly my fault because i shouldn't have been sitting in the bar and he asked me how i am going to feel when he does it to someone elese. i know that there many of other ways that i could have handled the situation but really when ur in that situation you just kindda become numb and you just want it to be over with, i think that i just made things worst by telling him and this is what i was trying to avoid in the first place, this is why i didn't tell him to start with, i don't know , i love him and i just want him to be happy maybe he is really better off without me
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