i dunno but when i hear about other peoples stories i get so filled with rage that i get sick andor cry. i cant watch law and order svu becuse i get so upset. i am so filled with helplessness that i cant help anyone else be saved from what i went through that it is killing me. my best friend and ex gf was molested by her grandfather(who i see everyday) and her family wouldnt help her. i stay with her in this hell becuse i am afriad that if i leave he will start again or something.but it makes me sick to be around her because of her past. im so fucked up. i have a hero complex of something. some guy took advatage of my sister when i was younger adn i put him in the hospital. i cant control this anger and nausa about sexual abuse. it is driveing me crazy
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