Ok, so I was reading all the responses to the "False Rape" thread and it seemed to me people had in common that they bathed afterwards. I was raped for years by my father, I never bathed afterwards (by choice). I've never liked showers (my first molester forced me to take one when he was done) and I feel safer/better when I'm... dirty's not the right word, but I don't like being super clean, fresh out of the shower, etc. Don't get me wrong, I shower- but it averages about two or three times a week. I like that protective layer of grime, I feel like it makes me less physically desriable or something. This week I showered three days in a row 'cause I was working outside and got really dirt, but by the third day it was a real chore and I almost didn't. Is it weird that I had no desire to shower after and still don't like showering?
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