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I swor i've posted this once...but i can't find it so i'll try again. It's been a few months since my rape & i've been better about it...but i've been worse. Since then i've gott'n with another friend i've known 4 11-years & i think i love him. but i think he 'loves' me a little 2 much right now 7 is taking it alittle fast. It's jus i've been trying 2 get over the rape & i'm not sure if I can haddle anything 'sexual' right now & i don't kno how 2 tell him. I have a problem wit say'n no cuz when i was younger the same man who raped me hurt me n a certain way 4 saying 'no' 2 him. Since then i've had hard times. but the thing is I think I should tell him about me being raped...but the last time I told him somthing that my rapest made me do once that was sexual & i didn't want 2 do...he got extreamly mad...so mad that when he held me it felt like he couldn't hold it n & that he was going 2 break me n half...also...when i thought he was ok, after he went home I was told he went on a rampage & he re-broke his finger by punching the wall...becasue i had told him that 'little thing' that had happened. I've asked his cousin if i should tell him & he said no...at least not yet becasue he would get angrey & no telling what he would do. My b/f has already stated he wants 2 kill him & has actually kinda attempted...but i begged him no. I jus need 2 kno if I should tell him...wait...or not tell him at all. I'm jus wondering if i don't tell him, & he finds out sum other way will he b mad at me? or if I wait will he? & also..if i should tell him...how do i? he's already asked me twice if this guy's raped me...but sumhow i get lucky & i've never been able 2 answor.
Can sum1 please help me!!!??? if so thank you soooo much!!!