Shai wrote that work is torture and life is torture in reply to someone's post. I was hoping someone can help me figure out why. Why should life be torture, even years later? Clearly it is, not just for me. I just don't understand why and without understanding why, I don't really know what to do. It is torturous to be depressed, suicidal, self-injuring, eating disordered, anxious, even getting startled easily. I just don't understand why I feel this way and why I can't ever seem to feel even OK, anything other than bad. When Shai wrote "Life is torture" it struck a nerve because she is right, but I feel clueless.
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