My first sexual experience wasn't rape, but the rape occured soon there after. I haven't had a healthy sexual relationship since (back in May). I find my sexual encounters tend towards meaningless, and I like it that way. It gives me a feeling of control.

I have also had a few "meaningless" encounters. I found that I usually get hurt, though.

Julie Louise, I had a few relationship when I was younger but I would alwalys be with the same guy... when I was drunk once my boyfriend that I lived with was in the next room and well it just kind of happened. I was rapped by these guys when I was a kid never reported it.. my girlfried Terrys boyfriend and 2 of his friends.. but when I stopped drinking I learned was love was.. Not sex.. sex and love do not go without each... Rape is not sex.. drugging someone raping someone that is not sex that is rape.... Unless you are in love you dont do it!

I have learned a lot about sex. I enjoy sex, and now, I enjoy it in a committed relationship. I have had my share of "one night stands" and boyfriends, but being married is a whole different ball game. I still am angry that certain men have taken advantage of me. Rape is sick.

Actually my rape for some reason hasn't affected me much sexually. I feel I'm very sexual, not that experienced mind you but not afraid of the act in itself. My issue is with trust. And also I tend to get turned on by forcefulness by a guy, dominance etc. for some reason. If I want it that is. My first intercourse was a rape as well at age 15. I guess it's different for everyone, I don't know.

I was raped for my first time. After that i thought that the more ppl i slept with i would forget all about him but that didnt turn out good.

i was raped the first time too... and im still too scared to have sex...

I was also raped the first time, and after last month im definately not ready to have a sexual relationship with anybody!