I've been to counseling about the rape and told almost all of the story, but the one thing I have never said to anyone was "I was raped" or "he raped me". I feel like I need to in order to fully take control of what happened and move on from it. The only thing is, I'm having trouble getting up the courage to say it. I feel like I don't deserve to say it almost, like I'm being overdramatic. It wasn't extremely violent and didn't last long, and I got away not too long after it started & escaped. It was someone I knew. I know I'm going to cry and be upset when I say it and I hope my therapist doesn't think I'm being silly. I feel like I am sometimes. I'm scared to do this!
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