I feel incredibly depressed right now. Just recently I have seen a little more into the memory of when it happened, and it scared me. It has taken all of these years to accept the unknown and the little portion I did know, and now I remember this second part- there is still some left to remember, but I am freaking out. The image wont leave my mind and I've been contemplating to just end it. I dont want to remember, that I've just decided. I used to think I wanted to, but now that I remember something extra about that horrific day... I dunno, I just want this image out of my head. plz someone help me??
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