
Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.

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Hi all. Its me again, I know I dont post a lot here, sorry bout that.
Im beginning to worry I will never have a relationship, or even get married. I am young, I know, things might prolly change.
Some nights I lay alone, and remember what it was like to have someone lay with me, and stare at me with such love. That was so long ago- now whenever a guy even tries to hold my hand or he looks at me a certain way, I'm reminded of the damage a guy can do, all for the sake of 'loveing me'.
how am I supposed to get close to someone when even the touch of their hand on mine gives me the goosebumps?
Im beginning to worry I will never have a relationship, or even get married. I am young, I know, things might prolly change.
Some nights I lay alone, and remember what it was like to have someone lay with me, and stare at me with such love. That was so long ago- now whenever a guy even tries to hold my hand or he looks at me a certain way, I'm reminded of the damage a guy can do, all for the sake of 'loveing me'.
how am I supposed to get close to someone when even the touch of their hand on mine gives me the goosebumps?

deleted_user
I think therapy and time are the only cures for this. You are surely not alone.
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