Are relationships ever possible again after living through this horrific act? It's like I strive for love and affection, or just someone to talk to, but when it comes around I completely freak out and don't want anything to do with the person anymore. And not just dating, but ANY relationship, friends- male OR female, coworkers, etc. I hate being alone all the time but don't know how to trust people and I don't think I want to. I'm just so confused. I feel like I'm in a locked cell with no windows or doors and I want out but at the same time I don't because I have become accustom to this sad, lonely way of life. How do we move on with our lives after so much has been taken from us?? How do we explain this to someone who will never understand?? I just never imagined that this would effect my life for this long, and in so many ways. I can't move past this! HELP!!
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