Ok, so I've found that when I feel threatened, or having memories or flashbacks, when I recover from them I always find myself trying to hold on to my clothes. Like, I'll have one hand on my shirt, keeping it down, and one hand in my pocket keeping my pants up. I was just wondering if anyone else has done this? I think it's just a reaction to my rape when he violently took my clothes off, and I'm sub-consciously trying to keep them on. Anyways, any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
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