i've read here that a lot of people have been raped/abused more than once. what is it about survivors that it seems to always come back?? until i read others stories here i was convinced that my second rape was definately my fault, there was no questions in my mind. i really should have known not to walk downtown alone by myself in the middle of the night especially after the circumstances of my first attack but i REALLY REALLY thought it wouldn't happen again. there are plently of the people in the world, and don't misunderstand me i would never wish rape on anyone, but there are plenty of people in the world who never experience this once, why would certain people have to suffer over and over again? i guess i of all people should have known not to put myself in that situation again, it was avoidable but i didn't avoid it. thats pretty much the definition of being at fault isn't it?
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