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im sorry its so long... i typed it exactly how i remember it happen... Just a warning, it may bring flashbacks... I was Shaking the whole time i typed it
It all started when Margret (the girl that set me up) came to my window on March 2, 2007 at midnight she passed me a dr. pepper bottle with rum in it we met up with 2 of her friend that I have never met Tyrone and Mike (Mike was her boyfriend and Tyrone was the guy that rapes me later on) Margret and I were started walking I had no idea where I was going Margret led the way we were going to Mikes house(Tyron was gothic, short black hair, his bottom lip was pierced, really really skinny, black shirt, and black baggy pants with A lot of zippers and chains) Tyrone started telling me that I was beautiful and asked me if I had a boyfriend I did so I told him the truth he was telling me that he was going to kill my bf because he loved me and I told him not to. When we got to Mikes House (which ends up being a shed) we all started drinking. I was drinking out of a cup, and everyone else was drinking out of the bottle of rum but then I noticed that my drink was different they told me that it was the same I had drunk about 6 cups or rum and Pepsi I was wasted I remember Margret wanted to talk to me she asked me to help her get money to support her daughter so I agreed little did I know the job was making Porn Margret introduced me to this older guy (Samuel 25 years old Red hair, 58 kinda chubby, Brown leather jacket, and smelled bad) In front of Margret he started to feel my boobs Margret told him that they were nice so then he started telling me his plan I took out my cell phone and called my bffl Danielle (its what I do when I get scared I call someone and tell them whats happening) so I walked away from them and told Danielle everything then Samuel walked up and got close to me he put his right hand in my pants he started rubbing and then fingered me, While I was on the phone with Danielle I pushed Samuel away and walked away again and started to panic Danielle started crying and I told her I was going to go home after I get cigarettes
I went in side the shed where Mike and Tyrone and Margret were drinking and drank more 2 more cups Margret wanted me to go with her and Samuel to get cigarettes so I went I the way to the gas station Samuel was telling me that he was gonna get me a fake ID and was going to pick me up the next night to go to some guys house I just kept quiet then he was telling me about his wife and kid I felt really dirty! He touched my pussy and yet hes married. When we got the gas station Margret and I went to the bathroom to pee and talk we met Samuel outside
We got back to the trailer/shed and drank even more I passed out When I woke up I was on Samuels couch Samuel was on top of me and Tyron had his dick in my face Margret was sitting in the corner smiling at me I felt numb I couldnt feel anything that well it felt like pins and needles them Samuel and Tyrone switched places I was crying Tyrone stopped and laid on top of my body he whispered in my ear I love you he got up and started pounding his dick into me I hurt so bad it felt like I was ripping I started bleeding so the stuck ice in my pussy and dried it with a towel them they took turns eating me out When they were finished Margret helped me sit up and started petting me like a fucken dog Good girl she told me She lit up a cigarette for me and then Samuel stood in front of me he leaned over and whispered in my ear You passed the edition run you mouth and your dead I got up and got dressed I told Margret I had to go home Tyrone, and Mike and Margret walked me home Tyrone was holding me hand and telling me that the next time he sees me hes gonna make me scream he told me the he was going to cuff me and spank me around When I got to my window Tyrone wanted a kiss so I gave him one and told him that it will be his last kiss from me
I didnt tell anyone anything until 2 weeks later I was so scared I though Samuel was going to kill me I told my Teacher and she took care of everything the cops were assholes!!
Samuel got arrested for a week and a half but got out on bail
Im not sure about Tyrone
I still feel like a dirty hoe it my fault it happen cause I snook out.
It all started when Margret (the girl that set me up) came to my window on March 2, 2007 at midnight she passed me a dr. pepper bottle with rum in it we met up with 2 of her friend that I have never met Tyrone and Mike (Mike was her boyfriend and Tyrone was the guy that rapes me later on) Margret and I were started walking I had no idea where I was going Margret led the way we were going to Mikes house(Tyron was gothic, short black hair, his bottom lip was pierced, really really skinny, black shirt, and black baggy pants with A lot of zippers and chains) Tyrone started telling me that I was beautiful and asked me if I had a boyfriend I did so I told him the truth he was telling me that he was going to kill my bf because he loved me and I told him not to. When we got to Mikes House (which ends up being a shed) we all started drinking. I was drinking out of a cup, and everyone else was drinking out of the bottle of rum but then I noticed that my drink was different they told me that it was the same I had drunk about 6 cups or rum and Pepsi I was wasted I remember Margret wanted to talk to me she asked me to help her get money to support her daughter so I agreed little did I know the job was making Porn Margret introduced me to this older guy (Samuel 25 years old Red hair, 58 kinda chubby, Brown leather jacket, and smelled bad) In front of Margret he started to feel my boobs Margret told him that they were nice so then he started telling me his plan I took out my cell phone and called my bffl Danielle (its what I do when I get scared I call someone and tell them whats happening) so I walked away from them and told Danielle everything then Samuel walked up and got close to me he put his right hand in my pants he started rubbing and then fingered me, While I was on the phone with Danielle I pushed Samuel away and walked away again and started to panic Danielle started crying and I told her I was going to go home after I get cigarettes
I went in side the shed where Mike and Tyrone and Margret were drinking and drank more 2 more cups Margret wanted me to go with her and Samuel to get cigarettes so I went I the way to the gas station Samuel was telling me that he was gonna get me a fake ID and was going to pick me up the next night to go to some guys house I just kept quiet then he was telling me about his wife and kid I felt really dirty! He touched my pussy and yet hes married. When we got the gas station Margret and I went to the bathroom to pee and talk we met Samuel outside
We got back to the trailer/shed and drank even more I passed out When I woke up I was on Samuels couch Samuel was on top of me and Tyron had his dick in my face Margret was sitting in the corner smiling at me I felt numb I couldnt feel anything that well it felt like pins and needles them Samuel and Tyrone switched places I was crying Tyrone stopped and laid on top of my body he whispered in my ear I love you he got up and started pounding his dick into me I hurt so bad it felt like I was ripping I started bleeding so the stuck ice in my pussy and dried it with a towel them they took turns eating me out When they were finished Margret helped me sit up and started petting me like a fucken dog Good girl she told me She lit up a cigarette for me and then Samuel stood in front of me he leaned over and whispered in my ear You passed the edition run you mouth and your dead I got up and got dressed I told Margret I had to go home Tyrone, and Mike and Margret walked me home Tyrone was holding me hand and telling me that the next time he sees me hes gonna make me scream he told me the he was going to cuff me and spank me around When I got to my window Tyrone wanted a kiss so I gave him one and told him that it will be his last kiss from me
I didnt tell anyone anything until 2 weeks later I was so scared I though Samuel was going to kill me I told my Teacher and she took care of everything the cops were assholes!!
Samuel got arrested for a week and a half but got out on bail
Im not sure about Tyrone
I still feel like a dirty hoe it my fault it happen cause I snook out.
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I am so sorry that this happened to you but remember that it WAS NOT YOUR FAULT. Believe me it wasnt. I'm here if you need to talk message me.
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sneaking out doesn't give anyone the right to violate you like that. It wasn't your fault and you need support right now not blame.
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that's horrible. that is completely not your fault. no one deserves that. it was bad thing they did, don't blame yourself
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I am so sorry this happened to you! This is NOT YOUR FAULT! Those guys had no right to take advantage of you when you were passed out! I'm glad you told the police. Now or later, they will get what is coming to them. I believe that. All ASSHOLES who think they can rape women will eventually get what they deserve. If you need to talk please feel free to message me. Again, I am so sorry you have experienced this.
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you are not at fault just cause you snuck out of your house, you didn't want to be raped no one does. You are not at fault here the boys who raped you are the ones who did wrong and they knew that by telling you to keep your mouth shut. Don't blame yourself you are innocent, rapists create oppotunities to rape you were set up this is def. not your fault but I would suggest you get rid of this 'friend' margret
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I was raped when I was 16 by 2 men. It was one of the most horrific events in my life! I thought I was dirty, disgusting, and just and emotional wreck. I was week, depressed, suicidal and found no purpose to have a life. I found poetry to work for me, to put all my emotions out in the open. Through throwing all my emotions out in the open in that fashion, I began to realize, they were the dirty ones, not me. When it comes to rape, you are the VICTIM! You did NOTHING to deserve such treatment. It is a vicious and sad cycle that a lot of women and men also have to deal with, unfortunate as it sounds. We shouldn't be forced to deal with such hardships. One thing I can promise you is that through all the bad that has happened, it will make you a stronger person. Just keep fighting! It will get better!
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