So I'm going on almost 4 years post rape and I have yet to go to the GYN since. I have only been once in my entire life and I wasn't to thrilled about it then. Now I'm terified of going. I've never been tested for anything. I have an apt. with my regular family doctor tomorrow and I'm going to attempt to ask her for a recimendation for a good GYN. Any advice on how to get the nerve to make the apt. and actualy go. My family doesn't know about the rape and never will so I can't really rely on them. I don't have any close friends that can help me out either. I don't trust myself to be able to go through with this is the problem.
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