I'm 15 and when i was 14 two incidents destroyed my life. This lad beat and sexually assulted me because i wouldn't do sexual stuff with him - he wanted me to give him oral sex and touch him but i told him where to go and walked off. The next minute he punched me in the face, smacked me against the wall and put his hand down my skirt and .... (sure you can figure out the rest) Two months later he grabbed me from behind and forced me down on his knee and raped me. Both off these things happened in school. I feel so ashamed and dirty, i just don't want to be here anymore. I can't stand this life, it's killing me. I never reported it to the police but i told my school and he got kicked out. I have got a lot off support of school and other people but i just can't deal with it. When i'm in school i still think he's there, i'm constantly checking behind me. I feel his hands on me a lot of the time and i hate it. I just can't cope anymore, i must be mental. Please can anyone help?? :(
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