I've never told anyone my whole story. The only person I've ever talked to was my best friend. And I only told her part of it. I've known for awhile I need to talk to someone, but could never bring myself to get any help. So I'm trying this instead. I just wrote most of it in my journal. I know it's a little long, but take a look and read it if you have a little time.
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