I was raped when I was 5.I was sleeping & my step brother who was 14 came into me & my sister's room.It was early in the morning around 3,he was just getting home.My parents weren't home because thet were out to dinner.He walked in the house & came up 2 kiss me,my sister fell asleep in on the couch outside so he said he was gonna sleep on the bottom bunk.I fell asleep & a few minutes later I woke up & he was on my bed,"I asked him what he was doing & he told me to sit still.Then he climbed on top of me & I told him to stop.He didn't & I kicked him,but it didn't help.Then i yelled and told me to shutup or he'd hurt me bad.So I stayed quiet & he lifted up my dress & tearded off my underwear & I said "you can't touch me right there".He told me that I was sick & he needed to check me.Then he put his fingers in me & I told him that that didn't feel good.Then I screamed "stop" & started scratching & kicking & yelling.Then he held my neck down & then my arms.He was soo strong & I couldn't get him off me.The he pushed himself inside me.It felt like my insides were ripping.When he was finished he left & acted like nothing happened for the rest of the time I lived with him...I need someone 2 talk to!
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