Personally I feel sometimes that I deserved it from being so close as a friend with this man. It happened over 10 years ago. Battered my self esteem and left me feeling dirty, damaged goods, as though thats all Im good for and no one believed it of course as I was his friend and 'encouraged' him. He was just someone I spoke to about my problems at the time [a counsellor too although he wasnt my counsellor] and he took advantage of the situation. I dont see him anymore so its quite easy to 'forget' but then hes not the only person to use or abuse me.
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