Hey everyone I'm kind of new at this whole blogging type thing. Anyways. My name is Andrea and I was raped in April 2006 when I was 15. I pressed charges against the guy, but the cops said there was a lack of evidence because his friend who was present at the time, was obviously backing him up. I had over thirty bruises, multiple cuts, fluids, and I became pregnant. I don't see how that could indicate lack of evidence. After it happened I became inconsolably sad. I cried everyday, didn't sleep, hardly ate. Then when I found out he wasn't being arrested, I eventually just stopped. I repressed any and all feelings of the rape, until now. It's been three and a half years and I don't know why, but it's just starting to hit me. I overeat, I never sleep (it's 615am now), and I cry all the time. On the off chance I do sleep, it has to be during daylight and I always have nightmares about males close to me inflicting severe violence upon me. I quit my job of three years and I'm sinking into depression while not dealing with it properly. I don't know what to do..
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