This September will be one year since I was raped. It was at my own birthday party, in my own house, by my husband's cousin. I have since had to see him several times. No one (including my husband) has ever confronted him. I was told by my inlaws (whom I love very much), basically to keep my mouth shut because of his kids (bad situation). He has even went as far as to give me a hug and invite me to his wedding. The sickening thing is that he has done this before to his own cousins. A year later and I still can't go into the room where it happened. My husband and I just bought our first house and I can't pack up that room. Even with my meds I still have trouble sleeping. Will this ever get better??
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