For years my dad raped me. At some point he stopped, that was a few years ago. About two months ago I told my mom about it, she hadn't known. She told me I was lying. She told my dad. He said I was delusional and I was never raped. My mom and brother both believe him. My mom and dad both tell my I'm delusional. It's not true. He did rape me, for years. Now I've been having obsessive thoughts of castrating my dad and just letting him bleed to death. Very graphic, very detailed. There are no pateles down there so there's no clotting... anyways. Am I weird for having these intensely obsessive thoughts of hurting him? For wanting to kill him? Even though he's my dad? especially cause he's my dad? and of making my mom watch (she's also been some what abusive)?
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